you've never lied to me

 

and I highly doubt you ever will

one things for certain for me

from the beginning you¡¯ve been the only thing thats real

when everything else goes to hell

i'd imagine you'd be here still

 

even when I'm still crooked

even when i¡¯m sobering up

 

 

so many times i changed who i am

not for you

but because of you

I wanna be the best version i can be

so that together

we can do more than survive

this life shouldn't be something we gotta get through

life should be the journey that we say we get to

 

but when your not by my side

your in my head

if I'm not physically holding you

I'm imagining you here in bed

 

they say forever isn't a real thing

but they've never seen me at my lowest

they've never seen us when i get there

and how the whole time you just hold on to all of this

how you pick me up, which is vital for us

i breathe you breathe

when you feel the hate that i reciprocate

We both shake

but with courage I¡¯ve always found

That for us that shit works both ways

 

we're always able to change whatever is needed

they don't realize it yet

but every time we speak together

more minds become seeded

They¡¯re getting on they're feet because of us

chairs become empty, the streets fill up

old ideals become unseated

Cause the youth who have to live it are getting fed the fuck up

We¡¯ve had just about enough

but they need it like we need it

 

you look for knowledge

I seek wisdom

the difference has always been

the experience

but also all the decisions

and you could have it all too

all you gotta do is listen

 

cause the wise are humble

all those who oppose

spit and studder,

they chocke up and mumble

some may have a motor mouth

vroom, vroom, rumble

they moch what they claim to understand

But cant even understand what they¡¯re tryin to be about

but that in itself gives them no legs

to stand

and no room to stand in

no stage to stand on

no crowd to sing along

no fucking oceans of the masses to move whats wrong

 

no difference

just broken dreams

hopes with no deliverance

and the funny thing is

were the ones livin this

 

your secrets keep the truth out

when the fuck you gonna learn what thruths about

your creator gave you two ears

but only one mouth

probly didn't hear what I said

but thats on you now

 

cause this the age of 2 thou.

Imma show you what this crew bout

this is a celebration

this is our time

we move now

like troops ready to move out

 

think we're playin

good, that means your thinkin

your use-ing your head

now lets start drinking

brainstorm a bit

so many clouds of thought it's sick

so strong a flow were fuckin up the river of styx

 

is this a game or my whole life

maybe a play I had to write

my life on screen for you to see

acted out by you and me

 

 

lets discuss the dialect

composition of conversation

let me analyze you for your own edification

 

let me analyze me bacause that conversation changed me

I gotta check back with myself 

maybe in a few weeks

maybe in a few days

maybe any minute

right now everything could change

But you never notice when your in it

 

I'm thinkin differently than I did from yesterday

I realize not even that will stay the same

my attitudes been checked

by the highest form of realization

he comes to visit me from time to time

but for him it's like a vacation

he stacks weights upon my concience

gives me morals I didn't have

reconstructs my beleife system

says goodbye then stacks the deck i had

 

for shit to play out in my life

don't beleive it's all coincidence

don't think i'd be so in to this

breathe music and shit ignorance

get high then write out all the words

that will end up being the difference

That makes up every verse

 

and this is freestly

this is typin on my keyboard fast as hell

but it'll nevr be fast enough to catch all my thoughts

it's sad to think about all the other words i lost

it's so sad to think about

what they might have formed,

seems like we all lost

 

but I'm not trippin

cause with every word lost

a million more gets written

 

 

if ur gonna search for inspiration

prepare to have to transfer information

ur head has to facilitate

everything that ur craving

plus more

almost everything that they're sdaying

then compose it to a score

letthe composition encompass the trip then

explore your every options

add it to every other option and past decision 

of those that fit in and equate

prepare to frustrate

ur words wont ever come out quite right

thats why moses had aaron

one talked better

the other sat down to write

but they collaborated

found common inspiration

in fact they climbed a mountain

were climbin mountains tonight

and i know everyone says or thinks theyre doing it  too

but they're mountains are really moleshills that we skip through

see when ur gone they miss me

i'm the voice and the vision

but right now, i dont want to speak

for words are precious

fuck

4 letter words are so infectious