understand something

i've spent my whole life

moving arounf and runing

kept outta mind so the streets never apeared stuning

and you'll never catch me stunting

not enough time in my life

to worry about rockin some ice

but i manage to find time rockin up ice

 

cause i fly when i'm high

tonight i'm flying so much higher than the sky

i'm fuckin faded, sexually frustrated

under paid and over rated

over this shit cause i'm

getting older

and jaded

and colder

and hated

self made it

so many times i realize

just why you think i waste it

but you don't think

can't concider things beyond your being

and your being mean

think you know whats up ahead

thought you already seen that scene

you keep looking for signs in your mind

(now) stay there

you're gonna wish they'd all actually (left,leave) you behind

but not this time not on my watch

fuck this it's my time

you're asking how to start it off

it's easy just wa;l

then maybe you could see how they flock

you'd see a fleet

made just for me

i love how they love

even someone like me

redemtion costs you everything

and it's not for the weak

and don't you dare ever try and make that

synonamous with meek

appearances are everything to you

and so easy for me

but that keeping up with the jones's shit mentality

is really just boring you

and it's fatal to me