The clouds come creeping in again

 

Sleepings keeping me deep in it

 

Dreaming seeing you and then 

The story becomes stormy

 

Dark shadows swarm me

 

Keepin a distance 

But ignorance ignorse me

 

and so I take drugs to stay awake

 

Just so I wont see you

 

Or run across ur face or hear your name

Cause its only when I'm sleepin

 

That she sneeks in again

 

She becomes the voice

 

That inspires the pen

 

And I'm seeking comfort

 

And I am well aware

 

That sometimes life seems

 

Cruel and unfair

 

At least they told me this

 

They said that 

Even though it reeks of hoplessness

Sometimes I can't believe you chose this shit

 

But its either cope or quit

 

Yeah straight up soldier shit

 

Ive been around a bit

 

look how many frowns you get

I stomp violence and spit

spill blood but it's not enough

so I place myself and everyone else around me 

in situations that potentially lead to drowning

drowning

 

when I wake up in the middle of the night with these cold sweats

and everything seems so hopeless

back to the bottle again. back to the bottle again.

when I wake up in the middle of the night with these cold sweats

and everything seems so homeless

back to the bottle again. back to the bottle again