I'm pretty sure that I'm in trouble
I can see the road that I've been traveling down
This time it seems so much longer
Maybe because this time I ran
I just couldn't wait to fall down
It couldn't happen to me fast enough
And now I've almost come full circle
I've got better to be doin
Got no more time for this stuff
I used it first just like a vacation
Then I begain to use it as an excuse
Then later on it became a temptation
And then a ghost that haunted me in my room
My life is just a day followed by existance
Some memories but most are missin
And I'm alone a lot
I travel solo got
No way of knowin what
I'm doin next but I won't
Make the same mistakes yes I know
Its expected of me
Ill impress everybody
Ill do the most what what was givin to me
Ill do it best you don't need to hope so
I know it seems right now that I'm just waisting my whole life away
But just wait. I'm puttin work in. So that someday I can fly away.
And I know right now its obvious that i am not the same.
And its crazy how I am crazy now.
When I get to the end will I be insane.somehow
Will you still love me there.
Even if I'm unaware of the person I became. Oh wow
I was a villain when I needed to be
Became a fugative where I met angels
Who watched after me. Hope now
I battled demons that were burried in me.
Removed all traces of my identity.
Got me a new name I became
the guy from reno
But at least i played guitar though. And found. My way out
And they all liked when i sang.
They gave me money on the streets
Some gave me food some just complained
I learned the ways of the world is fulled with much pain
Learned how to live and do more
Found out my gifts were givin to me
From my father above
And he said if I was patient
He'd send me somone
Who'd show me about love.