I'm pretty sure that I'm in trouble

I can see the road that I've been traveling down

This time it seems so much longer

Maybe because this time I ran

-or maybe it's that this time

-they all stuck to the plan

- or maybe it's all just in my mind

 

I just couldn't wait to fall down

It couldn't happen to me fast enough

And now I've almost come full circle

But I've got better to be doing 

Got no more time for the hasstle of this stuff

-and all my fuckin talents

-aimed at you in form of waves

- they deliver it in trucks

 

I used it first just like a vacation

but that only got me stuck

Then I began to use it as an excuse

Then later on it became a temptation

And then a ghost that haunted me in my room

oh no

 

My life is just a day followed by existence

Some memories have stayed

but most are fucking missing

And I'm alone a lot

but i am not alone

I travel solo got

No way of knowing what

I'm doing next but I won't

 

Make the same mistakes yes I know

Its expected of me 

Ill impress everybody

Ill do the most what what was givin to me

Ill do it best you don't need to hope so

or worry about me

 

I know it seems right now that I'm just waisting my whole life away

But just wait. I'm puttin work in. So that someday I can fly away.

And I know right now its obvious that i am not the same.

And its crazy how I am crazy now.

 

fuck the bullshit

i've had it with the mind games

 

 

When I get to the end will I be insane and still somehow

figure it all out

Will you still love me there. 

Even if I'm unaware of the person I became. Oh wow

I was a villain when I needed to be

Became a fugative where I met angels

Who watched after me. Hope now

I battled demons that were burried in me.

Removed all traces of my identity. 

Got me a new name I became 

the guy from reno

But at least i played guitar though. And found. My way out

And they all liked when i sang.

They gave me money on the streets

Some gave me food some just complained

I learned the ways of the world is fulled  with much pain

Learned how to live and do more

Found out my gifts were givin to me

From my father above

And he said if I was patient

He'd send me somone

Who'd show me about love.