so many scars

So many scars 

they're all emotional 

myself is killing me 

you wouldn't know it though

Because I wouldn't never show it so

This thing in me, that's got it in for me, 

you'll never see so don't worry

You wouldn't any ways would you 

you just never seemed that into me

 

I'm right in front of your face screaming pleading in this case and you'll say

It's just the same old case of me just being me 

and after all these years I think I finally agree

 

and while I was out there dying 

you were inside trying 

to do anything you could just to keep from crying

And you'd do anything you could just to tease my bloodshot mind from downward spirling

and that's why I'm so silent 

it's to save you from the torture

And to try and prevent some violence